Tuesday, November 28, 2006
ITS GREAT TO BE BACK!
om! we are back 2 daes earlier than expected cause we cldnt wait to get off phuket esp my bro who was suffering frm motion sickness all day long hes like pregnant or sumthing ...we were singing all the national dae songs tt we know all the way back =))) i wanted to take a pic of myself kissing the airplane seat goodbye .. but my mum thinks its disgusting hehheh so yeah so what we took are all the decent photos where u stand still like a pole =))
heres a few random thoughts abt phuket
1)damn ex! haha amazing huh u tot that thailand was a heaven for shopping ,the taxi fares are like 50-100 sing dollars out of the resort ...tts like one big kiss for sinagpore taxi fares
2) some of the thai ppl mislead us,they claimed to be giving us instruction when we got down the hotel van . they brought us to weird places and charged us for it .
3)unfortunetly theres hardly any real thai food there ,its all fusion food ,phuket is a hot tourist destination for the westerners so they have to cater to the needs of the majority of the tourists,ive tried 4 bowls of tom yum goog there and they all taste different ...go figure!
4) my bro reminded me tt everything in phuket town is fake =) tt was a rather random though frm my bro but its true aft i thought for a while.... there are real imitation goods and real transvistites ...but heyy tt was really an eye opener=)) buttts there are real fruits ,and the fruits are really good esp the longans they make a crisp sound when u press them oooohhhh yeah
5) the resort we stayed in is wonderful =)) theres someone to make ur bed and line it with fresh linens,theres cable tv and a nice beach to lie on (the sae water quality is only slightly better than s'pore thou )and the toilet is love ...it smells so good
6)im so glad tt we can drink the water frm the tap in s'pore ..in thailand we hav to drink bottled water ...so yea we are armed with the 1.5 liter water bottle everywhere we went ....but it was quite an experience tt i enjoyed hehheh i hav a bottle of singha chlorinated water sitting on my table now to remind myself of what i have in s'pore .the water really does hav a strong smell of bleach and it taste sweet
7) my father was on a seminar our family had dinner with the other ppl on seminar
frm asia ,ive learnt quite a bit frm them ...there was this malaysian uncle who made us laugh loads ill definetly rem him if theres another seminar like this
8) our parents exposed my bro and i to white water rafting....its so surreal ,its rather dangerous too as there were many huge rocks tt we cld crash into but it was the best experience ever .we also did elephant trekking ,i found it darn cruel for humans to be riding on animals ,i tot i saw the elephat tear ,they use a shap tool to poke the elephant to stop it frm moving .....yikes it was like the longest elephant ride ever..lols my father tried to give it some relief by massaging it .we also tried sitting on a water bufflo cart ,my father reminded us abt being equally yolked he pointed out to us tt if one bufflo is lazy the other will suffer and hav to work harder .we also rode on a AVm(ithink) its like a car a mini one without a shelter over ur head so we speed around the plantation hehheh my daddy says i can speed(=tt was thrilling ...lols but i just cant stand one and a half hrs getting frm one activity to another haha my bro was puking loads up and around the hilly moutains
in all it was a good experience but the cost of living is too high ..i wonder how the local ppl survive ,we talked to the bus driver and a few other thais tt we encountered ,they dun save much and most of them dun hav jobs during the dry season (april to oct )everybody stays at home because the weather is too hot and the trees die ..to make things worse the wells are dry too so they hav to purchase bottled water for drinking,bathing,cooking and blahs .treated water is nort chaep and they earn so little ...yikes! i seriously wonder how they live .....
anywaes home sweet home
rainbow;
8:21 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
ill be gone for a holi frm tml on wards till i dunnoe when =))) thk god hah tt signals tt my mum is fit for flying so im a eager beaver .
wont be arnd for class chalet thou but i pray tt god will be with us in this bond of love , a time to renew the friendships and to protect everyone whos going for the chalet =)) 1sb6 u gals and guys rock
i feel realli refreashed aft reading Psalm 42 .I havent been really god centered all these while .slowley he was just slipping out of my life i nv cried out to him anymore and stuff i cld be enjoying myself with my friends but i feel empty .like todae i actually badmouthed a friend to someone in tution ,HA i feel really sore now i mean I HAVE NORT LOVED i hardly see the good in ppl anymore im no longer joyful bleahs' .Dear lord i see my wrong hav u heard the verse????"who ever does not love does not know god because god is love" cant rem where its taken frm haha
heres the verse tt spoke to my heart just when i needed it
As the deer pants for streams of water,
so my soul pants for you, O God.
2 My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When can I go and meet with God?
3 My tears have been my food
day and night,
while men say to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
4 These things I remember
as I pour out my soul:
how I used to go with the multitude,
leading the procession to the house of God,
with shouts of joy and thanksgiving
among the festive throng.
5 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and 6 my God.
My [c] soul is downcast within me;
therefore I will remember you
from the land of the Jordan,
the heights of Hermon—from Mount Mizar.
7 Deep calls to deep
in the roar of your waterfalls;
all your waves and breakers
have swept over me.
8 By day the
LORD directs his love,
at night his song is with me—
a prayer to the God of my life.
9 I say to God my Rock,
"Why have you forgotten me?
Why must I go about mourning,
oppressed by the enemy?"
10 My bones suffer mortal agony
as
my foes taunt me,
saying to me all day long,
"Where is your God?"
11 Why are you downcast, O my soul?
Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
for I will yet praise him,
my Savior and my God.and a song to end it all
As The Deer
As the deer panteth for the water
So my soul longeth after Thee
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship Thee
(Chorus)
You alone are my strength,my shieldTo You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my heart's desire
And I long to worship Thee
You're my friend and You are my brotherEven though You are a kingI love You more than any other
So much more than anything
Chorus
I want You more than gold or silver
Only You can satisfy
You alone are the real joy giverAnd the apple of my eye
Chorus
rainbow;
6:46 AM
Monday, November 20, 2006
.I saw Melcher twice todae at ....kovan haha.Like ??? how often do u see someone frm acjc (which is like more than 10 mrt stops away frm sch?) .my mum took my bro and i to the clinic near srjc =) when we came out of the docs office ,i realised tt he has been sitting directly behind us all the while while my bro and i were talking ! haha sneaky sneaky huh.We saw him again later in the day at heart land mall with his mum ,this time he waved =) lols sneaky no more.
btw are fbts obsecne??? my mum thinks it looks like a giant underwear lols ...om i bet she thinks im a flasher .YELPS=/
my muscles were tired frm training yest tt it made quite a huge protest ...yes man i was kinda shocked when my muscles started moving up and down by itself o.O it was quite an experience..i didnt know muscles were so much alive .lols i wldnt hav recovered so fast if jiao lian didnt come to my rescue ^_^ . was running then next ting i knew i was sprawling in pain on the ground ...lols my capt did warn me jokingly "later ar u run then u warghhh then crumble on the track".tt sounded rather ridiculous at first until it really happened .To me its still a weird phenomenon
rainbow;
11:22 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
the heart is willing but the flesh is weak
haha tt aptly describes the relationship
btw me and my homework now
the scripts wont write itself
its easier to dream
haha
since shengyang and weijoe have been talking
abt their study plans
we shld study tgh man
tt wld fasten me to the chair
and stay awake for more than 5 mins
alrighhts tts crazy plan number one
hopefully ,i wont turn back on my words
the holidaes doesnt seem to feel the same
as when we were pri and sec sch
do we think more deeply as we grow older ?
i guess that the many events that have taken place this year
have somehow shook my world
life is getting too complicated
for this simpletons mind
mabey tts why we like cartoons and we brag abt them
mind u tts when we are in jc
17 yr olds carrying spongebob pencilcases*ahem ,pikachu ???
rem in pri sch ?haha how we braged about
reading books without colours and pictures
and all the reality tv shows we watched
how we wanted to grow up quickly
like mainly to grow taller=)
and fit into the adults world
to get the cookie jar of that shelf BY OURSELVES
we just wanted to be super kids in our huge and limitless
world
right now ,i kinda wish tt my mum would make the decisions for me
i miss the feeling of my parents
watching over me =) and guiding me
no wonder they say that our parents know best
transitions
its a scary thing
like many of the jc students out there
we have been displaced so many times this yr
leave our sec schools ,pae og ,pae class,
jae(change sch) ,jae og ,jae class
too many touch and go relationships
its tiring to think abt it
i wonder how true ive been to others
cause honestly i dun rem much abt the past
it seems tt many of us have changed
even if i rem
the memories dun quite fit the face
we seem like strangers
it just leads me to think
we can have many friends
but how many of them would remain true ?
or to how many ive been a true friend to?
haha but we will just continue to move on
lols do we have a choice???
i feel cruel
buts im glad tt i still keep in touch with
the special few but good friends frm sec sch=))
i dun know how long we will last
god provides
for he gives and take away
since every good thing come from god
i wont think so much either =)
thks to you YOU YOU YOU you and you (haha i can onli think of 6 special ppl frm sch sch )
god u rock
cause in u my worries look so small and insignificant =)
rainbow;
5:45 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
warghh! haha just rcved a letter frm angel tt our cell grp may hav the opportunity to go carolling at dey zoo?maharajah! the zoo! our cell grp wanted an outing there since like last yr or sumthing this is like some 2 in one blessing of some sort =)
heres an excerpt of the letter "there is a Christmas carolling session which we are organising ourselves to.... the ZOO! how about, singing to the animals and blessing the tourists that come alone, warming the hearts of lonely zookeepers? haha. :) "
*grinzzzzz*oh yeah ! is it gonna be like an all girls choir,since our cell consist of onli girls ...lols its gonna feell like PLagain ...PLMGSS the singing sch .REm the prefects trip to m'sia the last time???we sang frm s'pore all the way to jorhor ,much to the dismay of the yuying student leaders HA.to add on to their agony we sang a non stop ballad frm the "great i am" musical all the way back =)))))))))tt has been part of my fondest memories @PL +))))))PL IS LOVE ~comeon ac lets sing ,thou its a christian institution haha the ppl dun sing tt much haiz butts nvm its because PL-LITES are a special bunch of ppl .ive had like 3 diff song books in all frm pl.one frm pri sch ,then sec sch ,then in upper sec when they reprinted the old old pl song book(the a few pages paper bk=)heh heh tell me pl is special .
heh todae was was ablast considering the fact tt ive been rotting and trying to do phy thw whole week .i tried subway for the v.first time with vall heh and we saw wenlong and his gf at raffles place ,nort bad huh we had a nice lunchand were star gazing .met sing and jo fo the world vision briefing =) jo had a crazy idea to walk frm tangong pargar to city hall heh quite thrilling ,we walked past dey merlion ,the esplanade ,saw loads of colourful balls ,water fountains by the roads ,window shopping ,view some art pieces on display =) we cld hav taken loads of photos if we had a cam . saw bize too at neptune theater ...bize oh bize why did u quit =/
rainbow;
4:55 AM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
heyyheyy =))
im supposed to be at the ex-exco meeting with claud,mel,jas,rach.yizhen,chuuny!!!,and zongs
and i was also supposed to meet up with jerms and huizhen this morn aft jerms had her lessons at sch =) i didnt even call huizhen in the end
haha i cant move much todae cause ma jiao lian's training was kinda streneous with tt big heavy medicine ball. she gave yimei and i the small ball in the end buttts too late cause im having muscle pull now...ill go for the next training which is like ..in less than 10 hrs??? if i can walk down the stairs ^_^ r the rest walking like crabs too???
nevertheless we shld feel empowered aft the training... 3km seh !
i must seriously start sitting down to study ...i bet everyone else is trying to physco themselves to do so ...its like the holis and the house is so comfy ,as u grow older the books u read fades to the monotonous black and white =/ u pick up a text book and u feel like zZZZZZ =) butts ill conquer all tt ...go mings and all the rest who realli wanna study !
u noe god has reminded me of his promises when my jrs like nic and gen tell me how good god has been there for them throughout the Os just like he did for me during my os
nic was rejoycing tt god pointed out to her all the mistakes she had made and when she went back to the qns they were indeed wrong! amazing
lols gen said tt god was good to her too butts she didnt elaborate =)i shall ask her next sat =))
GO jRS !in his and mine
rainbow;
6:28 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
HEYYS PPL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR MY MUMMY ,for her fever to stop fluctuating and tt the doctors will know how to treat her and against any other complications ,the cause is not known yet ,mabey by tues .thks eugene,sharon,nic,gen,val,jo,joanna,miss gloria,chan , for keeping her in prayer and the many others out there we really appreciate it =)
aniwaes,ive coined a name for my bro ,the "one day in advance man" yes he doesnt study 2 days before but 1 day before any exams big or small ...i think its too late to learn frm his mistakes haha he and his friends hav been destressing by screaming at each other over the phone ...lols yes imagine two sixteen yr old boys screaming tgh letting out shrieks and screams and pouring out their grieviences to each other ahhhh male BONDING =)
and my bro keeps usinghis lousy reverse phycology tatic on me "If u duunnoe how to do this and this u do not deserve to take the a levels " haha hmm the things tt bros do when they are desperate ....buts YEAhness cause i managed to slove almost all of his qns =)
i was just having some random thoughts
1) if we are taking non-fat everything now then when our methabolic rate decreases in the future what are we gonna eat?
2) how can recarnation be true when the world pop keeps increasing ...?????GO figure !
rainbow;
6:02 AM
Monday, November 06, 2006
heyys peeps =))
it wassnt sunny todae
the rain was pelting down hard on me
my mummy
i just keep hearing her screaming my name
those shouts of horror
sends me trembling
what happened mommy?
what happened
why can we get back to last week
when we were happy and cheery
those screams sound so foreign
mommy dun scream
i see the bridge lengthening btw u and me
i cant reach u nor can i see your familliar face
my visions blurring
my eyes covered in tears
mommy i just dun want, no tears
i see the emotional blackmails ,it makes me angry mum
lets just keep aunty outta the pic
and restart our lives
im tired
so tired of explaining tt i dun follow in her shoes
im ur daughter ,i follow u
believe me mum
what i sae is true
why dun we start anew?
i felt like my mums punching bag like twice the whole dae (yes i am angry,sad tt everything has gone wrong)...how i wish she hadnt had such a bad relationship with tt aunty ,now everything i do seems to mirror the aunties image ,i probably remind her of the aunty ....yikes i hate tt ...I WANT MY MOMMY BACK!MOMMY >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
do u hear my cries?
do u see my pain
my heart is wrenching
someone ease the pain
all the beautiful memories
suddenly erased
like a dream
only but a fantasy
i want my old mommy back
i pray tt we will be peaceloving again
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhrhggggggggggghh
rainbow;
8:54 AM
